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get into my head
and feel my hell
Created on 2004-10-20 23:07:27 (#4896854), last updated 2005-03-20
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| Name: | psychter |
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this journal is my alter ego. i have my standard lj that my friends read and know about, but there are some things i need to express that i don't want to tell them. that's what goes here. poetry (for better or for worse), prose, entries from my paper journal that no one sees. i write them for my own good; i post them publically in hopes someone else will find me in my anonymity and be able to relate.
in this journal, i write about the parts of my life that i wish to withhold from those i know in real life. self injury, depression, family issues, being gay. parts of these things are revealed to my most trusted friends, but i still needed a place where i could express them completely without fear or borders. yeah, all the things here are a part of my life. but don't assume that i'm some pathetic teenager just because of the parts of me you see here. there are many, many other sides of me, happier, healthier bits, other things that are more normal. but as far as online goes, i keep them separate.
bottom line, this journal is for me. if you can connect with it in some way, then i'm glad for you. but if you don't like what i have to say, hate my writing, think i'm too emotional or melodramatic, then you should leave. don't dwell here. you don't have to like me, but leave me to my own personal space. if you want no interaction with me, then you should probably just go on your way.
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...for mental illness, addiction, depression, eating disorders, and those who are just FUCKED UP.
in this journal, i write about the parts of my life that i wish to withhold from those i know in real life. self injury, depression, family issues, being gay. parts of these things are revealed to my most trusted friends, but i still needed a place where i could express them completely without fear or borders. yeah, all the things here are a part of my life. but don't assume that i'm some pathetic teenager just because of the parts of me you see here. there are many, many other sides of me, happier, healthier bits, other things that are more normal. but as far as online goes, i keep them separate.
bottom line, this journal is for me. if you can connect with it in some way, then i'm glad for you. but if you don't like what i have to say, hate my writing, think i'm too emotional or melodramatic, then you should leave. don't dwell here. you don't have to like me, but leave me to my own personal space. if you want no interaction with me, then you should probably just go on your way.
x psychter
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...for mental illness, addiction, depression, eating disorders, and those who are just FUCKED UP.
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